We never like talking about these things, and you must know that we are extremely grateful for all our supporters and feel deeply for the tough situation many are in. However, things are getting desperate for us and we felt it was necessary to make it known.
Despite starting the month of February a little ahead (donations in January had allowed us to keep some money in reserve) we had less money come in for February than we usually have to pay bills and buy food. This month is even more dismal. We start out this month without enough money to cover health insurance and rent. Which means we don’t have any money for food, utilities, diapers, fuel, or prescriptions.
Beyond that, we have medical bills from last year that we have not been able to pay. Medical bills from this year we have no money for. Our van has needed new shocks for over two years. At least one tire is dangerously worn. Michael needs new glasses–our medical doesn’t cover optical. We are defaulting on student loans because we’ve never had enough money to make those payments. We praise the Lord for a program called the Tooth Bus that takes care of the kids’ cleanings, fillings, and fluoride treatments. David, however, needs his wisdom teeth removed. We are eligible for a program where we could have it done at Children’s Hospital in New Orleans, but we would have to pay for an evaluation appointment and panel X-ray. Joel has an extremely crowded mouth which is causing him a lot of hygiene problems resulting in lots of fillings. They say that time with an orthodontist and braces might help. All of this costs money we don’t have.
As important as all those things are, right now we are mostly concerned with paying bills and feeding our family. We were aware going into this work that a missionary’s life isn’t easy–especially financially. We also know that God provides in amazing ways, and we have seen much of that. For example the medical test that I had to have done this year is much less than what they had projected our portion would be. Still, $600 is a lot of money even being 1/3 of the amount we had been told to expect to pay.
We are going through a time of direction seeking regarding the future of the ministry and how it will continue. There is still a lot of work that needs to be done here, and we still expect to be partnering with FBC as this work continues, but a big part of our direction seeking has to do with the question of whether we can afford to continue doing this. We are seeking God’s plan in this and hope that you will pray with us. If you want to know how to support us, you can click here for more information.


Michael,
I wish I could say more….but I want you to know. I cannot know fully the stress and strain you are under.
I do know how I fear. I do know how at times I have a lack of faith. I do know that fear overwhelms me.
I love you guys and pray for you often. I will pray more specifically for your very physical and very real needs in these uncertain times.
Rob
By: Rob on March 9, 2009
at 4:52 pm
I wanted to let you all know that you are in my thoughts and will be in my prayers, especially in regards to support!!
I love you guys,
Michelle
By: Michelle on March 12, 2009
at 7:43 am
Thanks for the update. Somehow, I hadn’t known of the new blog spot. I think of you all and pray for your whole family often. It is good to know these specific requests. I just wish I had a pot of gold to meet some of these very practical needs.
I know that, as parents, it must be frustrating to not have the resources at hand to get things taken care of. Please know that you’re not alone. Love you guys.
By: Jennifer on March 17, 2009
at 3:21 pm